I Missed The Bus.

And that's something I'll never ever ever do again.

Kriss Kross. I dressed up as them, and walked to my friend's house for his Halloween party, circa 1992. Maybe 1993. Fourth or fifth grade, the years blur.

I knew every lyric, and sang them out loud constantly. Not because I related to the content, as I was a suburban kid walking to a costume party. I was not, in fact, wiggity wiggity wiggity wack.

But there was something in how those words moved - Easy without being simple. happy but telling a story, and that slight edge. Not danger exactly, but more like permission. Permission to be a little louder than the room expected.

Kriss Kross taught me words could bounce. That a hook wasn't just melody. That repetition wasn't lazy if it landed right.

The feeling that I knew something other kids maybe didn't get yet and, maybe, I recognized, I was simply enjoying what I enjoyed without being embarrassed or afraid.

Thank god my parents let me just be myself, and never let up.

They wore their clothes backwards. I thought that was the coolest thing anyone had ever done.

It wasn't. But also, it kind of was.

❤️
Jake

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