Troublesome

I walk through the market of belonging.
Stalls selling flags I've never wanted.

The eyes find me.
Not with hate.
Just the quiet confusion
of a door that was never installed.

I am not rebellion.
Rebellion still kneels to what it fights.

I am the man who never entered the room.
Never learned the handshake.
Never needed the chair.

They say lonely like a diagnosis.
I hear it like weather.
Something that happens to other people.

My few.
My chosen.
The ones who never asked me to shrink.

Recognition is a leash
dressed as a medal.
I never reached for it.
My hands were always my own.